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WATCH WHAT YOU WISH FOR - PART ONE
   by Alexis O'Hara    author info

I had materialized him at my stoop
as sure as if i'd carved his figure out of wax
stolen hairs from his brush and clippings from 'neath the sink
i welcomed him in
Hi, how you doing?

I took his hat and placed in on the table
under the picture of amadou, the rising sun
pausing to wink three times and lower my eyes in reverence
i hung his coat next to grandmaman's fur
offered him a seat
why don't you sit in the easy chair
it's the most comfortable
a dirty pair of my underwear
hidden under the faded blue cushion
i'll fix us something warm to drink

I put cayenne in the tea
maple syrup and a tear
which i'd saved in a jar marked: forever
i rubbed amber behind my ears
and leaned in close to place his cup
next to the virgin of guadalupe candle on the coffin
the coffin table
where wheatgrass and jade spring from pots
marked with red x's and green o's

I made up a game for us to play
which involved him signing his name
at the bottom of several blank sheets of paper
i got him to say my name three times quickly in a row
Alexis O'Hara, Alexis O'Hara, Alexis O'Hara
dosen't that sound funny?
he looked confused
so i slapped some Xavier Cugat on the turntable
and pulled him up to dance
we turned round and round in circles
look at the floor, isn't that trippy?
and when he wasn't looking i mouthed the words
"you belong to me"

i hadn't forgotten anything
this time it would work
this time it would work
this time it would work

Alexis O'Hara  fell into a vat of espresso when she was a wee tot. She emerged two years later and is completely over caffeine. She now runs exclusively on bourbon. O'Hara was host and producer of the Montreal Poetry Slam for three years.She performs regularly in Quebec and Ontario with her art-noise combo Jimmy Brain, contributes to arts and music programmes on the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation and is featured in two anthologies - Poetry Nation (Vehicule Press) and Slam: The Competitive Art of Performance Poetry (Manic D). Her first solo album is out, for more info, check out http://grenadinerecords.com.

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